glad i’m leaving home because this is probably how every night would be spent otherwise.
I leave on Sunday morning for Utah with a buddy of mine, and I really couldn’t think of a better way to start my summer. I’ve been so independent over the past few days- moving out of my dorm by myself, and coming back to an empty home in Milford to attempt to sort out everything I own and pick what I’m taking out with me. It’s been a long day, and I’ve spent the last 5 or so hours getting drunk and doing laundry. I’ve barely had any help over this entire process, and it was all inspired by a broken heart.
Over the next 10 or so days, I’ll be meeting 25+ new people that will play a large role in my life, and I’m finally feeling 100% positive that it was the right decision.
My suite mate is totally getting baked in the shower and listening to weird ambient music and i’m so jealous because i’m just studying biology until the early, early morning.
If you’ve ever wondered about your values — the core beliefs that define everything you do — just take an objective look at your life. As you look at the years behind you will see them clearly — bare and exposed. Your thoughts can hide your true values from you. But the choices you make year after year put them on display — not only for others, but first of all, for you.
—- - - ———- -feeling extremely empty, yet completely full. compassion and depression, confidence and insecurity. i’m moving on to something completely new in a week, and i’m terrified that it won’t be what i’m looking for. it will keep me in check, keep me in shape and away from partying too much, but most of all- it will keep me engulfed in nature’s crazy energy and people who feel just as empty and full as i do. where did the sheer stupidity/fearlessness i had when i was 17 go?
I’m in love with tricks, so pull another rabbit out your hat.
I READ WITH EVERY BROKEN HEART WE SHOULD BECOME MORE ADVENTUROUS
